"From a Distance"

From a distance, I can never
wrap you in my arms,
Squeeze away your pain, shelter
you from harm.
From a distance, I can never
gaze into your eyes,
Wipe away the tears, as your
spirit cries.
From a distance, I can never
reach your sighing soul,
Exorcise your ghosts, purge
your spirit whole.
From a distance, I can never
taste your lips and breath,
Breathe life into you, forestall
even death!
From a distance, I can never
love you quite as much,
As I’m doomed to do,
since our skin first touched.
From a distance, I can never
whisper in your ear,
All the words you crave,
but will never hear.
From a distance, I can never
know if grief has passed,
If your heart be free, from
its grasp at last.
From a distance, I can only
sit in solitude,
Praying for your peace, wondering what to
do.
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"Alie in Chains"

In a place, in a time, far
away and sublime,
Lived a girl, blond of curls,
blue of eyes, lips of wine.
In a castle sat she, overlooking
the sea,
Safe from all injury, save
her own misery.
Many suitors would call,
there beneath this stone hall,
Swim her moat, scale her
wall, then to death quickly fall.
From above, chained from
love, by her guilt and her fears,
So she cried, as they died,
one by one through the years.
Yet one day, some strange
way, one man climbed to the top,
Face to face, in her place,
brave and bold, there he stopped!
“You’re the first
to survive; yet you find me in chains,”
So said she. Answered he, “Thus I bring you this key”.
In his hand, this young man,
held a skeleton key,
Yet when tried, both they
cried-- it did not set her free.
“Kiss me then,”
he began, as he held her fair face,
“Only love can release
such cruel bonds pain doth place”.
Thus they kissed, in true
bliss; yet her bonds still enforced,
By the pain in her chains,
forged by years of remorse,
Would not break, or release;
so enslaved she remained,
Not to love, or to him, but
to crippling pain.
“Not enough, is a kiss,
to remove such a curse,”
Said she then, “For
my sins, it will only get worse”.
“But true love,”
countered he, “will in time set you free,
Proven by, sacrifice and
the death of one’s needs”.
Only deeds, no more words,
did ensue from his breath,
As he jumped, from his perch,
to his own willing death.
Proving then, for all time,
that true love hath a cost,
Free at last, from her chains,
love was found, life was lost.
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"For Jay"

You found my buried love,
corpse still warm and wet,
Door unforced, still undivorced,
you crept into her crypt.
You came upon her flesh,
skin still flush and fresh,
As did I, some years before,
into her grip you slipped.
You thought there lay a dove,
wounded by false love;
From that ground, her wings
unbound, you set her to the skies.
But what you couldn’t
know, is there I placed her so,
Not again, her rotting soul
would catch another’s eyes.
For you have known true loss,
understood the cost;
She has only rendered pain,
the kind no man can quell,
To all who came before, entered
her then died--
Though her touch be heaven-sent,
her grasp is straight from hell.
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"An Ancient Orgasm"

Through your eyes, a thousand
years of history are unleashed,
In your face, this primal
tale of passion is retold,
In your arms, transported
to this sacred place and time,
Here we lie, beneath the
sun, in ancient fields of gold.
Even now, with centuries
vast between us, still we lust,
Still we thirst, for carnal
pleasures pure as sin.
Here and now, as Venus reunites
our searching souls,
With our flesh, rejoined
at last, I enter you again.
How could I, if not for hordes
of history’s loves and trysts,
Know your soul, and mind
and body secrets such as this?
How could you, if not my
former slave and queen,
Instantly, achieve this state,
of pure orgasmic bliss?
Once we loved, with passion
more than earthly death could quench,
Still today, a thousand-year
orgasm we embrace!
Once in time, I thought nirvana
was an endless quest,
Now I know, each thousand
years, I’ll find it in your face.
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"Agape Love"

I don’t know how to
love you, in subtle, partial ways.
I don’t know how to
love you, in segments of my days.
I don’t know how to
love you, in certain points in time.
I only know this love that
grows by ways and means sublime!
I don’t know how to
need you, restricted by my fear.
I don’t know how to
need you, exclusively when here.
I don’t know how to
need you, just on this earthly plane.
I love you in dimensions
words only can’t explain.
I don’t know how to
want you, with less than all my soul.
I don’t know how to
own you, in less than bondage whole.
I don’t know how to
show you, this gift from God above.
So thus I sit in sufferance,
in this agape love.
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